When Diane Arbus was a kid, her older brother collected action figures and sporting equipment, her younger sister collected dolls, and she collected books. She had a pair of goldfish when was just 13, and when they died, she ceremoniously flushed them down the toilet and told her parents, "Please, no more."

So I painted it on a canvas and hung it in my kitchen. I can just se her with pity and a comic disdain on her face. Flushing a pair of goldfish down the toilet with the knowlege of how absurd even having goldfish is. At just 13.

I spent the evening with Chris and friends from work. We talked about Fernando, whom I haven't seen since the Bar outburst that forced us not to speak since. It was a good time.

Posted at 01.15